Bill is Dead
Lyrics
Last week after Dynasty (2)
I had crows feet under my eyes
Paid two days for getting high
Freezing
Wheezing
Got pasted in a bar (3)
I hope I've got the number
These are finest times of my life
This is the greatest time of my life
This is the greatest time of my life
These are the biggest times of my life
But just lately seeing you
I rise a.m. off pink sheets
I am renewed
I am aglow
Red brick and green is the streets
You dressed today as if for riding school
Your legs are so cool
Came twice
You thrice (4)
These are the greatest times of my life
Notes
1. From Reformation:
"Bill is Dead - which everybody assumed was about my dad and his mate Bill - began as a piss-take of The Smiths. Only later did it become something a little more personal."
And:
Interview on La Stampa, Holland, broadcast 5 April 1990: " 'Me and Craig got together and Craig said let's do something Smithslike, and the original lyrics were like, 'My heart is going, I'm at the bus stop, ooh ooh ooh', all that sort of stuff. But then Craig wrote a really nice tune so I thought we can't do that, so I wrote it off the top of my head. Bill was my father's best friend, but that was the original piss-take title."
The title tips its hat to Captain Beefheart's "Bill's Corpse," the last line of which is "And you should have us all/ oh, you should have us fall..." (not that "fall" is a particularly obscure word!).
Dan quotes the following from an interview in the Sounds magazine of February 3, 1990 (behind a paywall, unless your a British University student) "Mark E Smith Extricates Himself":
"We wanted to do something slow, but it’s not a love song — it’s about the Manchester scene a year ago, before it got fucked up. I don’t go to the Haçienda any more. I used to go once a month but it’s like mainstream now. It’s full of A&R men, students and people from Surrey."
From Ivor Cutler's "Phonic Poem," about a family that gets into a car accident (thanks to Peter):
Dad has a cut on his lip, it hit the wheel as he drove fast
Mum cut her cheek, see how it shines
Bill is dead, he lost his blood in the crash
Kate, Ann and Ted are sad for Bill, he was their chum
2. Dynasty (1981-1989) was a "prime time soap opera" which told the story of the oil-rich Carringtons of Denver, CO. It has been speculated that "Bill is Dead" is about Brix. This may or may not be the case--both Smiths have denied that the songs on Extricate are, in general, about the former Mrs. Mark. However, the show was canceled before the marriage was, which may or may not be significant.
From Hanley's book (thanks to Dan):
‘This is it!’ she exclaimed, her eyes wild. ‘We’ve gotta gig in Woolwich and no fucking drummer. I can’t take this anymore. I have spent the best part of three years in fear of my life because of that man [Karl Burns]. Like when we played with Khmer Rouge and he crouched in the wings to shoot fireworks at them. Marcia’s my friend. How could he do that? And that time in Liverpool when I ordered a TV for backstage and he took it apart, piece by piece, so I’d miss Dynasty.’ She pronounces it Die-nasty.
[Note to Yanks: the Brits pronounce it "Din-asty," as MES does here]
3. See "The Air" by Frank Zappa (Uncle Meat) which contains the line "I'm freezing/I'm wheezing." MES is known to be a fan of Zappa, particularly the 60s material (thanks to Thop Daverty from the Fall Online Forum).
"Pasted," according to some of my lime sucking comrades, can mean "drunk," but more commonly means "beaten up" (we lack consensus on this). I am pretty sure it is the former meaning that is intended here, and Rob points out that if he was beaten up, the usual form would be "I got a pasting in a bar." If that is correct, the suggestion could be that MES has met a woman in a bar and wakes up hoping he got her number. However, if he got the crap kicked out of him, the "number" in question is a little more difficult to interpret--license plate number? Woman he met before he was beaten? Lottery number, so that he can pay the loan sharks who beat him up if it hits? Who knows?
From Steve:
"'Pasted' in Manchester means battered. You might also use battered to mean fucked up after caning it on drink and drugs. In this case, pasted does have a double meaning as in 'paste'- the sticky, pasty form of speed when its fresh from the lab or been kept in moist conditions (and not necessarily crystal meth). Of course, Smith is referencing that hence losing two days (but also celebrating 'the greatest times of my life' as you do when you've been through all manner of scrapes but are charged on fast drugs). Yet he's able to feel love too in the arms of his lover and see beauty afresh and feel that those are the greatest days of his life. The song is just a celebration of being alive. And now he's dead. Shame."
4. Reformation again:
In an interview with Paul Lester in Melody Maker on September 1, 1990 MES made the presumably throwaway remark that the song was "about the ecstasy of the sex scene [in Manchester]." One hopes this verse isn't meant to be taken as straightforwardly sincere, in any case, at the very least for "Your legs are so cool."
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Comments (65)

- 1. | 13/10/2013

- 2. | 06/01/2014

- 3. | 04/06/2015
"Mark E. Smith Extricates Himself", John Robb interview with MES, 'Sounds' magazine 3 Feb 1990.
MES says, following up on Scanlon's comment that the guitar "was for a love song":
"We wanted to do something slow, but it’s not a love song — it’s about the Manchester scene a year ago, before it got fucked up. I don’t go to the Haçienda any more. I used to go once a month but it’s like mainstream now. It’s full of A&R men, students and people from Surrey."

- 4. | 18/07/2015
i've always thoughtlessly taken "pasted" to mean "completely drunk" or "wasted" (the latter word appears in 'The Air' too). But actually, now I come to think about it, it actually means "beaten up". Which is also a theme in "The Air". I can't believe I've misinterpreted this all these years.

- 5. | 18/07/2015
It gives us an opening to think about the song in different ways anyway.

- 6. | 24/07/2015

- 7. | 24/07/2015

- 8. | 03/09/2015

- 9. | 05/09/2015

- 10. | 10/03/2016
‘This is it!’ she exclaimed, her eyes wild. ‘We’ve gotta gig in Woolwich and no fucking drummer. I can’t take this anymore. I have spent the best part of three years in fear of my life because of that man. Like when we played with Khmer Rouge and he crouched in the wings to shoot fireworks at them. Marcia’s my friend. How could he do that? And that time in Liverpool when I ordered a TV for backstage and he took it apart, piece by piece, so I’d miss Dynasty.’ She pronounces it Die-nasty.

- 11. | 01/06/2016

- 12. | 29/06/2016

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- 15. | 21/10/2016
So, your opinion on this is recorded here for all to see, but I can't go along with it.

- 16. | 21/10/2016

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- 19. | 13/02/2017

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- 21. | 16/02/2017
Great job overall, especially "riding school", which tends to throw some people off (I've seen "right in school" !), and improves the subsequent punchiness of "legs ... so cool."
However, while I could be wrong, I'm fairly certain you're missing the article "a" before "Dynasty", which should not be capitalized, as I assume the usage is slang in Marky's typically personal manner, likely referring to a night on the town involving various intoxicants and attempts to meet members of the opposite sex. Hence, "got pasted in a bar" coming just before "I hope I've got the number" refers to a phone number the protagonist procured from a potential acquaintance who, one can only assume, lacks a "Y" chromosome, and eventually becomes the lady friend he now wakes up with.
As you have it, "D"ynasty would have our narrator up all night watching a horrid American prime time soap opera while drinking stout, perhaps mildy entertaining but hard to imagine worth paying "two days" for and contributing to "the greatest time" of his life.
Taking this thought further, the contrast of the initial "last week", filled with hangovers, with "but just lately", and which he's "renewed" and "aglow" suggests a change and the potential for an ongoing relationship, the key word here being "seeing", which would not make sense for a mere one night stand, supported further by "you dressed today" (as opposed to how she dressed yesterday, last week, etc.). No, it seems our scruffy hero may have fallen into having a (gasp) honest-to-god girlfriend, the "pink sheets" telling us he's staying, or at least frequenting, an abode in which a female selects the bedding (good call on her part -- one can only imagine the condition his place is in!)

- 22. | 18/02/2017
Second, I have always suspected that MES was singing to more than one woman here, so the "lately" stuff and the "got the number" may be two people. But on the other hand he could also be time-jumping, as the comment suggests. I am not convinced more by one of these than by the other.

- 23. | 19/02/2017
However, as we've found it is a bit difficult to work out the exact narrative. It is easiest to see the lyrics before the "greatest times" verse as referring to the past incident (albeit only a week away), and then we move after the "greatest times" verse into the contemporary situation.

- 24. | 25/02/2017
Your conjecture about the temporality of the verses seems reasonable to me.

- 25. | 10/03/2017
https://www.theguardian.com/music/2010/jan/07/readers-recommend-hangover-songs

- 26. | 21/04/2017

- 27. | 21/04/2017
Peel played Phonic Poem, according to http://peel.wikia.com/wiki/Ivor_Cutler, on 22nd February 1992, two years after "Extricate" came out.

- 28. | 26/11/2017

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- 34. | 30/11/2017
But there's nothing of that in the song, is there?

- 35. | 01/12/2017

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- 37. | 02/12/2017
Dr morel was most likely using it as well.they found his personal diary and in it he had listed all the shit he was giving hitler. One of those things was rat poison and bull seman.only a tweaker would do that!

- 38. | 02/12/2017
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Theodor_Morell#Substances_administered_to_Hitler
"Crystal methskin" appears in the "Voices 2" chapter of Renegade, for what that's worth.
But we are way too far into the realm of speculation here for me.

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- 47. | 07/07/2018

- 48. | 29/08/2018
we have just gotta be carefull what words we put into the 'legend' crap mark and the many rest of the Fall must be fckn sick to death of this 'oh a genius is gone ' crap .
Let the thing speak for itself and look at the output AND non commercial puritanical artistic delivery. they will probably be the ISIS of working class music for a long time.
i remember the 80's in Cheetham hill,salford and Prestwich . the Smiths were grammer school ponses ,oasis were clear clone beatle kareoke and the carpets seemed to spend more time at the haidressers.Sean ryders dad was cool with the 'levellers Five' following in the footsteps of musical parody .Tony wilson et al were up their arses. the hacienda was a disco , a shrine to long gone happenings. Even john cooper Clarke was having a bad year(s) . We would often bump into him in Prestwich sainsburys...staring at the chocalate biscuits ...hypnotised in his leather and shades,comp,lete with iron cross,all in the days before Nico fell off a bike.
What was left except The Fall ,!
The Drones, Dead kennedys, Peter and the test Tubes , to be fair we must compare like with like and the yankee equivilent of the Fall would be Frank Zappa and the Butthole surfers.BUT they are NOT alike ,they are entirly independant/autonomous.
as a very young hippie/pothead , i met this deadpan psycho madman at a mates flat in the early 80,s he was very convincing. i still hav nt had my two balanced xlr cables back ,the k**nt, i did nt realise it was him until 1998, too late to chase him up.
origional and always best, my kids loved Creep and I'm Frank when they were little much fckn better tha fun factory and Bananas in pyjama's to educate your kids.
If you like the rolling stones and Quo and half of the rest.....then your dead already and have been for a long time

- 49. | 01/09/2018
I think that is the new motto for this site, thank you for that! I mean, not really, but still...
Anyway, I enjoyed your reflections, although I enjoy "Gimme Shelter" once in a while and hope it doesn't mean I'm dead already...that sounds rather dire.

- 50. | 27/01/2019
These days people watch youtube and get disturbed by conspiracy theorists revealing pedophilia and masonry ,and how the who Royal family stuff is about treating us all as cattle ,and how centralized power is taking over .Many moan on about how normal people are being economically,culturally.socially,politically ignored.
Well before BBC Manchester,Jimmy Saville ,Cyril Smith, Stuart Hall ,operation Cleopatra....etc... (Lancashire based).....The Fall gave us Lucifer Over Lancashire ,and Fortress Deer Park ,Leave the Capitol . MES was very aware how easy it was to be bought up and spat out .
Tony Wilson /Factory Records/ Hacienda .,,,Inspiral Carpets , Ohassis , and lots of individual creative musicians knew at the height of the 'Beatles and acid hippy Manchester Sound music 'market' that none of em could would/could EVER equal the sheer grit n chips and musical /artistic /political philosophical authenticity of The fall....although obviously a few hundred dumped band members may disagree.These people KNOW they are still inferior to The Fall today.
The Rolling Bones......they made some great tracks years ago and have made a good bit of dosh. My favorite Stones album is ' Its great to be Straight' by Black Grape .
Drugs.....MES was into speed earlier on.There was a lot of it about,especially with the Wigan casino nutters although not meth as our grandchildren know it today .EEH aye up...the old days ...when Cocaine was usually only seen at Xmas just like my parents in earlier years were treated to an orange. I suspect MES liked the whiskey and pop being part jock /ginger.
Growing up in the post hippie mid 70's nhs junkie /era in Salford /Prestwich/ Manchester and seeing older people doing speed and barbiturates (and what drugs do to hippy acid casualties!) was a good education for me and if there is one Fall track that is demonically prophetic,and .....still ......presently alarming ,its
Mr.Pharmacist
since that time ,years ago ...drug addiction has gone up HUNDREDS of times....
Its one of only three Fall tracks that I have used for busking......(they are not very commercial......Imagine a busker singing Mr.Pharmacist or I'm Frank as you go to Lidl !)
if any working class people would help I would rebuild the musical Caliphate on the Prestwich/cheetham Hill/Crumpsall borders ,maybe at the closed down(?) art college ,enshrine MES as the deity with Brix as Madonna of patience.
Crap commercial worker drone music would invite suicide bombs on BBC pretend 'Salford quays' .MES knew they were the devil.

- 51. | 23/09/2019
tries to undermine it but was with him a lot at this time, about his new GF at time i believe
https://twitter.com/jamesjamesbrown/status/587044580618596352?s=19

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- 56. | 11/10/2021
Crystal meth does not exist in the UK. Especially not in any kind of scene. Crystal meth is an American concoction like crack and hasn't really ever made a significant leap to our shores.
I'm glad this song speaks to you and you find something in it
But it's not "about" that and no reading supports it unless you veer off into fantasy.

- 57. | 17/10/2021
It's not right to say it "doesn't exist", but its prevalence has generally been small scale. See for example:
Breaking Bad: Why doesn't the UK have a crystal meth problem? (2013)
and
Why People in the UK Don't Use Meth (2020)
I expect the stats for 1990 would show a similar story, but I don't feel it's necessary to dig them out!

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- 63. | 03/11/2023
Probably not, but stuff like covering Beatle Bones n Smokin Stones and A Day In The Life and referencing the Beatles relatively often, it makes me wonder.

- 64. | 09/11/2023

- 65. | 09/11/2023
"These are the greatest times of my life
These are the greatest times of my life
These are the greatest times of my life
These are the biggest times of my life
This is the greatest time of my life
These are the biggest times of my life
This is the greatest time of my life
These are the biggest times of my life
This is the finest time of my life
These are the greatest times of my life"